Less than an hour ago I was given a gift. It is a gift I have been waiting for for years. It is a gift that may, or may not, help me with the situation that I have been blogging about here for the last year or so.
There is a problem, however, in that it would be indecent of me to use it. Herein lies the problem. Do I use what I have been given to free me from the turmoil of the last few years, or do I hide this gift to protect another and continue on?
What I have at my disposal is a powerful weapon. It could be used to solve the problems of not only me, but a number of others.
In doing so, however, I may cause a lot more damage than gets repaired, not to the victims, mind you, but to the subject of this gift.
So, I choose to put the gift in the closet unused. I move on, knowing that In some small way I may help one who is not seeking help.
That someone has another, who has the love and compassion and somehow the knowledge to give me the gift that I cannot and will not use.
It is to that person this blog is directed. I know that person reads here and this blog was the cause for this person's actions.
I give this person my thanks, my hope and my prayers. You have a tough road ahead of you. The best of luck be with you.
MURT
